Well, it has been a busy week!! But it's Friday!! I have been thinking so much about all of the things I want to blog about. I have a rolling list in my head and I just need to get it on paper or somewhere before it's gone. Anyway,......Yesterday I had to go to Sam's Club and while I was driving there I was listening to the radio. Living in Pennsylvania, you can't listen to one station for very long before you have to switch because of the mountains and such. (My Ohio family wouldn't know about this because it is so flat there that you can listen to the same station for hours of drive time.) Every station that I turned to, mentioned the same theme that has been in my mind for days. It must be what God wants me to blog about. I can take a hint. :)

The idea is to "Fake it until you make it!"

There are many things I do in life that I totally don't feel qualified or equipped for, but I have been placed in these positions for a purpose. I need to appear confident and knowledgeable even when there are times I might be freaking out in my head thinking, "Lord, help me get through this until I can get home or to my desk and read up on this topic, or google this." I have had to teach myself a lot of the skills that I use daily just because of these types of situations. It doesn't help that most days, I have a very low self esteem. I am working really hard to overcome this. It doesn't honor God or anyone for that matter. One of the radio programs talked about a television show that is a spelling bee. These young students were asked how they prepare for these competitions, there answers were " Even when we feel unsure, we appear confident and fake it until we make it." They are smart beyond their years and I hope they remember to do this when they are my age! By then, they probably won't have to fake it anymore! Well, I have to go to work now, so ta ta for now....